# NADIA
# CHIJ SJC
# PISCES
# ihave-issues@hotmail.com
# 25FEB1992


# CHOCOLATE
# TV
# COMPUTER
# PURPLE
# SLEEPING
# SHOPPING!


# BITCHES(AS IN THE REALLY ANNOYING ONES)
# ETERNAL ORGANS OF ANIMALS*SICK
# BUGS!!!
# SCHOOL
# MATHS*ALGEBRA!!!


#MORE CLOTHES
#A BIGGER BED AND TV
#A DARN LAPTOP
#FILA TOTE
#A DOG
#MORE EAR PIERCINGS
#PARIS HILTON'S "HEIRESS"
#THAT COOL BLACK&WHITE DRESS AT PS
#A NEW DENIM SKIRT AND SHORTS
#GROW TALLER!
#TATOOS
#THE DESPERATE HOUSEWIVES COOKBOOK
#GREY'S ANATOMY ENTIRE SERIES(3SEASONS)
#PCD GEAR

Okay, cant sleep. so gonna upload some random pictures! :)



ME AGAINST MYSELF!




Just The Girl @ 11:16:00 PM


finally! done with the freakin skin.

mother tongue paper today. sucky. i didnt even read ONE question. finished the whole paper in 15minutes, that should be a record or something. wait, i saw cally finishing her paper about 2 minutes before me. THAT should be a record.

what do ya'll think of my new skin? let me know.. :D

Thanks amanda for helping me solve that TINY problem i had..

and we just found out that that bloody trainee teacher MAY be staying on pass may 11. OMG!?! why is god doing this to me? SERIOUSLY!

yay! no school tomorrow. hooray for may day! hey, that rhymes a little. :)

i'll probably upload ALL the nonsense pictures manda took that day with my phone. i swear, there's ALOT! thanks manda for cramming up my phone with YOUR pictures. if anyone saw my phone, they might think i was obsessed with you or something. FREAKY!

and guys, check out the video for vanessa hudgens' latest single say ok. she looks DAMN pretty in it lah. such a treat for the guys. dont worry, here's some sugar for the ladies. ZAC EFRON is in the video. damn hot now, with spikey hair. i mean, he looked good with floppy blonde hair.. nut now WOW! seriously, check it out. and the songs pretty okay too!

And liz just told me some things on msn thats really making me think.

And now i've gotta go. AMAZING RACE ALL STARS baby! pray charla and mirna are out.

LOVE :)
Just The Girl @ 8:13:00 PM


I'll stand by you
girls aloud

[originally performed by the pretenders]

Oh, why you look so sad?
Tears are in your eyes
Come on and come to me now
Don’t be ashamed to cry
Let me see you through’cause
I’ve seen the dark side too
When the night falls on you
You don’t know what to do
Nothing you confess
Could make me love you less

I’ll stand by you
I’ll stand by you
Won’t let nobody hurt you
I’ll stand by you

So if you’re mad, get mad
Don’t hold it all inside
Come on and talk to me now
Hey, what you got to hide?
I get angry too
Well I’m a lot like you
When you’re standing at the crossroads
And don’t know which path to choose
Let me come along’cause even if you’re wrong

I’ll stand by you
I’ll stand by you
Won’t let nobody hurt you
I’ll stand by you
Take me in, into your darkest hour
And I’ll never desert you
I’ll stand by you

And when,
When the night falls on you, baby
You’re feeling all alone
You won’t be on your own

I’ll stand by you
I’ll stand by you
Won’t let nobody hurt you
I’ll stand by you
Take me in, into your darkest hour
And I’ll never desert you
I’ll stand by you
I’ll stand by you
Won’t let nobody hurt you
I’ll stand by you
Won’t let nobody hurt you
I’ll stand by you


all my friends, just want to dedicate the song to you guys and let ya'll know that i'll never desert you and i'll stand by you.
Just The Girl @ 8:56:00 PM


HELLO!!

okay, so school was okay today. mrs elang and the ndp teachers gave us lollies! yay! just remembered, mine's still in my bag. oooh.. okay, too lazy to get it now.

i knew how to do that maths thing today. related to graphs okay? yay! i'm beginning to study maths a little now cause probably the teacher is nice. ya, miss joyce lynn teo. at least i think her name is joyce lynn. correct me if i'm wrong.

Lit was fun, AS USUAL! mrs soon is such a great teacher. so lively.

SS was dull, nothing surprising there. duh. i like the way faith tan tied her hair today. the bun was so neat.damn nice.

suppose to go and study with manda and all today, not feeling well so i went home. had such a hard time explaining to oreal where my mum's place was. OMG! haha..[hello oreal, if you're reading this(:]

i came home, had a shower the laid in bed for about an hour, watching veronica mars at the same time. i LOVE that show. its damn nice. it stars kristen bell. she's really pretty. the show is so interesting, i cant wait to find out who killed her best friend lily.(okay,lily's a stupid name)

and did you guys know val had long hair? ya! VALERIE TAY XIN YEE!(she told me her full name) :) HEY VAL! if you're reading this! and she promised to show me a picture of her in long hair in school. when my cca starts, she'll show me on that day. yup, val, you promised! haha :)

and american idol last night, oh my god. NO eliminations! thank god. when ryan seacrest announced 4 of them were safe, the two lest was my favourite girl, JORDIN and one of my favourite guys CHRIS(i also like BLAKE) was left. so nervous that last few minutes for me. carrie underwood's video made me cry. it was so touching, i mean i was actually tearing cause it was so sad. and to make things so much better, they played her rendition of i'll stand by you(originally by the pretenders, girls aloud also sang their rendition of that song).

and heroes last night was really interesting. clarie found her birth mother and she knows her step father is up to someting and that she cant trust him. Nikki(Jessica) is still locked up. they think she's mad, cause she says her sister jessica is in her. our japanese friend is as usual getting into trouble. WHEN ARE THEY GONNA SAVE THE WORLD? save the cheerleader, save the world. guys, WATCH THE SHOW! its freaking nice and addictive! :)

okay, gonna go download some nerina pallot songs now. yay, the weekend is finally here! woohoo! can sleep till the afternoon! :D

:)NADIA
Just The Girl @ 8:27:00 PM


oh my god. my brother did something to the computer yesterday and the whole thing crashed! i couldnt use it last night! damn it lah. but its fine today. yay! :D

anyway lets talk about yesterday. yesterday was damn fun! really! school was fun yesterday. though i felt like crap cause i was still sick. yup, i didnt go to school on monday cause i really was sick. yup...
anyway back to yesterday, lets try to remember what happened... okay, recess yesterday was okay. i hanged out with amanda and oreal during recess. so fun. then yesterday during assembly, mary clare was the MC! woohoo! she didnt screw up, THANK GOD! she was so nervous before that! then lunch time, as in the break for ndp people.. ahem, i mean ndp 'garden fairies'. i was hanging out with oreal, manda,beat. haha. beat was talking bout some piercing at some place. ahem, THAT place. yup. let your imagination go wild kids. then manda and i didnt have to dance during ndp cause she was on mc and i had a letter written by my mum. yes,yes my mum. she wrote it.
so we watched the entire dance. was kinda nice, like really graceful and all. then there was this nice lady, that important lady. what was her name? i'll ask amanda. wanda rokiki. thanks manda. okay, i apologise for the spelling error. yeah, she was that nice lady with striking neon orange toe nails. i swear, STRIKING! haha, damn nice though.
and oreal pissed cally off. damn funny. lets not elaborate on that. :)
oh ya, did i mention that there's a hump at the entrance of selatar camp? its kinda high so when the bus goes over it, damn fun. after that hump, coincidentally, me and manda started singing my humps. JINKS! :)
and manda was making me laugh throughout the whole day by saying this phrase. nameP****surnameP****. haha. sorry, inside joke. but it was damn funny. :)
then the journey back was fun cause our monsters in the bus was singing and mrs tan and mrs elang was also singing along. wouldn't you know? the two strict teachers laughing and playing along? we passed by group 13,14's bus(oreal,liz,beat)and everyone was doing their own thing, so emo and all. haha. EMO GROUPS! :)
then when we FINALLY reached school, got our bags and everyone was going home. tired what, under the hot sun. what am i complaining so much about? i wasnt dancing. :) so manda followed me to the other bus stop since it was closer to my place. SO SWEET.
then i went home, saw my brother using the com, had a shower, came out to watch tv and then my brother looks at me from the computer area and said sorry. something wrong with the computer. not my fault. SO PISSED!
today we had 4periods of F&N theory! shockingly, it was kinda fun. KINDA! we learnt ALOT! i swear, ALOT! common test is coming! must study!!
ndp tomorrow! damn it lah! so irritating. but i not dancing tomorrow. yay! :) mum wrote letter to excuse me for the entire week. woohoo! anyway, going to see doctor tomorrow. my skin doctor. gonna see, maybe she can give me mc for 2 weeks!
AND this morning, my mum though i overslept and she woke my up at 6.10am!!! OMIGOD! i was like today at 8! then she was all, sorry. sorry!
and me and mummy just spend like 10minutes trying to work the air purifier thing. haha. she actually used her mouth to try to open the essence thing. haha. then i was like wow, i can smell it lah. damn strong. then she was like, i can taste it, damn bitter. haha. funny mummy.
okay, gotta go. gonna go do something more productive like downloading music or something. haha, didnt expect that did ya?

:)NADIA
Just The Girl @ 7:08:00 PM


hi. just wanted to let 'passer-by' know that if he or she dares to tag anything that appears to be threatening me, i have the right to inform the police about this and that person will be charged under harassment. my friend told me this and since it made sense i may just do that. all it takes is for that person to threaten me on my tag board again and i swear i will not hesitate to get the police inform.


:)Nadia
Just The Girl @ 12:06:00 PM


didnt go to school today. sick. honest! cally called me just now. she did it! she pierced her tongue. she was like:


Just The Girl @ 6:00:00 PM


thanks cally for opening my eyes and showing me who are the people backstabbing me. like the people who appear to be little angels in front of me yet all they are really doing are twisting the knife they stuck through my back. gee.. if you think i'm talking about you. that is your conscience. you probably feel guilty. yup. thanks cally for telling me the people who are actually sabotaging me without me knowing.
Just The Girl @ 10:29:00 PM


cally and i solved the freakin stupid matter between us! yay! we're talking on the phone now and laughing about how stupid the matter was. yay! friends again! :)
Just The Girl @ 10:24:00 PM


CALLY NG!



okay, so over the entire weekend, i started thinking. started to think about the shit thats going on between cally and me. and the more i thought about it, the more stupid i found it. i cant even recall why we started fighting in the first place. i think it was due to some dumb, stupid weird reason, probably. and its so stupid to lose a friend over something so small. if you think about it, we use to hate each other then we became friends. close friends. so what i'm trying to say is that there must be something in each other that we find friendly. Overall, what i'm really trying to say is that cally, i'm sorry. sorry for hurting you, sorry for calling you names, sorry for writing that mean post about him. sorry for everything. and i hope we can go back to the way we were, as in like a few months ago, not go back to sec one, cause that would be the same thing thats going on now. yup, just wanted to say sorry. sorry cally.
Just The Girl @ 9:38:00 PM


Thanks so much for making me feel like total shit. thanks for making me feel like crap. thanks for making me cry. thanks for making me want to die. thanks for calling me a bitch. thanks for saying that everyone hates me. thanks for sayinh that 'i gross you out'. thanks for always making me sad. thanks for always 'ditching me'. and did i mention you're such a great friend? where would i be without you?
Just The Girl @ 9:55:00 PM


so i'm in the blogging mood today.
school today was like being in hell. first of all, i came to school SICK. yup, still feeling under the weather from yesterday. didnt go to school yesterday. and i consulted a doc on wednesday to get mc for pft. yup. anyway back to today, first period of the day. BIO. STRIKE ONE! then about half way through the lesson, elangovan made an annoucement for some girls who didnt go for ndp y'day. of course, knowing my bad luck, i was one of them. :( she was pretty nice though when i said i was absent from school. then she said she wanted a copy of my letter. so i went back to the third floor to ask miss charles for the letter. she said it was downstairs in the attendance folder. back to the first floor, told elang it was in the folder. STRIKE TWO! the letter was NOT in the folder. back i went to the third floor and told miss charles. after bio, she followed me to the office and she spent bout 10minutes looking for the freakin letter. she was nice enought to photocopy it for me. THANKS MISS CHARLES! so then i had to give it to elang. STRIKE THREE! she was talking to a student and i had to wait another 10minutes for her. got bored and a little impatient so i just passed the letter to one of the office staff and went back to class.

English lesson. i missed almost 3/4 of the lesson. miss joseph was a little nice today. she didnt get all bitchy and all. i gave her my formal letter and she didnt scold me for handing it in late and everything. we did something related to music. all i could remember is listening to some song. some real BORING song.

PE. mum wrote me a letter to skip pe. cause i REALLY was not well today. roxanne got a two WHOLE week's mc. darn it. so jealous! haha.

Lit. mrs soon was in such a bad mood today. i swear real bad mood. she started talking about murphy's law*(wrong things happen at the wrong time). then she was like ' i've been visited by murphy, murphy's uncle,murphy's father ect' then the whole class was all 'whose murphy?' so funny. yup, and did i mention we're all suppose to be lit students? :D

RECESS. Roxanne and i were talking bout false nails. yup, those acrylic ones. we both are gonna get them done over the hols. yay! finally a manicure partner! hell yeah! FALSE NAILS RULE!

MATHS. had a test. kinda okay. i knew how to do the first part of the question. and He Gewen is from china! not sure if she was just messing around with me. and we ate pillows during maths. and thanks miss... damn it. still dont know her name. miss teo(thanks roxanne), yup thanks for the fruit plus!apple flavour, my favourite.

SS. SOMEONE pissed me off so much. i swear SO MUCH. i wanted to freakin stab her through the heart. she said some real mean things to me. i mean, i'm human too right? hate to break it to you sister, but i have feelings too.


gee.. what is it with people and trying to mess other people's lives right?

Major thanks to roxanne and oreal for making me feel so much better just now. thanks alot guys. i mean before talking to you guys, i felt like crap. no, i felt worst than crap. you both really cheered me up. bigtime. thanks lots. love you guys to bits!

:)Nadia
Just The Girl @ 8:08:00 PM


got it from liz's blog. it made a whole lot of sense to me.

pick the stereotype that fits you

I'M SKINNY, so I MUST be bulimic.
I'm EMO, so I MUST cut my wrists.
im NOT LIKE EVERYONE ELSE,so i must be a loser
I'm GAY, so I MUST have AIDS.
I'm a LESBIAN, so I MUST have a sex-tape.
I SPEAK MY MIND, so I MUST be a bitch.
I'm RELIGIOUS, so I MUST shove my beliefs down your throat.
I DON'T HAVE A RELIGION, so I MUST be evil and not have any morals.
I'm REPUBLICAN, so I MUST not care about poor people.
I'm DEMOCRAT, so I MUST not believe in being responsible.
I am LIBERAL, so I MUST be gay.
I TAKE ANTI-DEPRESSANTS, so I MUST be crazy.
I'm a GUY, so I MUST only want to get into your pants.
I'm a CHEERLEADER, so I MUST be a whore.
I'm a DANCER, So i must be stupid, stuckup, and a whore
I wear SKIRTS a lot, so I MUST be as slut.
I'm a PUNK, so I MUST do drugs.
I'm YOUNG, so I MUST be naive.
I'm RICH, so I MUST be a conceited snob.
I WEAR BLACK, so I MUST be a goth.
I'm BLONDE, so I MUST be a stupid ditz
I'm a WHITE GIRL, so I MUST be a nagging, steal-your-money kind of girlfriend.
I'm NOT A VIRGIN, so I MUST be easy.
I FELL IN LOVE WITH A MARRIED MAN, so I MUST be a home-wrecking whore.
I'm a TEENGAGE DAD, so i must not support my kids.
I'm a TEENAGE MOM, so I MUST be an irresponsible slut.
I GOT A CAR FOR MY BIRTHDAY, so I MUST be a spoiled brat.
I'm PRETTY, so I MUST not be a virgin.
I HAVE STRAIGHT A'S, so I MUST have no social life.
I DYE MY HAIR CRAZY COLORS, so I MUST be looking for attention.
I DRESS IN UNUSUAL WAYS so I MUST be looking for attention.
I'm INTO THEATER & ART, so I MUST be a homosexual.
I'm a VEGETARIAN, so I MUST be a Hippie.
I HAVE A BUNCH OF GUY FRIENDS, so I MUST be fucking them all.
I HAVE A BUNCH OF GIRLS WHO ARE FRIENDS, so I MUST be gay.
I have BiG BuBS, so I MUST be a whore.
I WEAR WHAT I WANT, so I MUST be a poser.
I hang out with GAYS, so i must be GAY TOO
I'm a BLONDE, so I MUST be dumb
I'm a HIPPIE, so I MUST be a Com

If you are what you are, must you do the things that other people think you should do?
really, it makes a whole lot of sense to me.
Just The Girl @ 9:22:00 PM


okay. school was okay today.not that bad.wait, no it sucked as usual. nothing new. i mean come on, its sjc right?

some crap happened between cally and i. but we managed to solve it just like bout a half hour ago on msn. haha. nothing's gonna come between our friendship! :)

No english today. cause there was no english periods today. thank god. i have another day to cool down about that trainee teacher problem. yup.

there was the pft today. didnt go cause i already planned at the starting of the year that i was not gonna take my physical fitness test this year. yup. went to the poly clinic with mersa. we only spent bout a half hour there. damn fast today. serious! and honestly i really was a TAD bit sick today. the fugly doc gave me only ONE day mc. like wtf right? and some muscle relax pills. i think it works cause i feel damn light now. like you know what i mean right?

then mersa and i went to school cause she wanted to meet joey. so we waited outside school tell she and marilyn came out. davinia wong saw me and was like 'nadia, you didnt go for pft?' and i was all 'yeah, i'm on mc'. decided to give her a rest since she's pregnant and all. i mean, she booked me a million times last year and i was this close to being suspended. she was responsible for my POOR conduct grade. but all that was in the past, i've gotten over it. and i've moved on. whoa, now that sounds like a break up. haha.

f&n today was nasty. we made mutton curry. MUTTON BABY! it turned out pretty nice and tasty but the cooking, more like the cleaning of meat process, now that was plain NASTY. haha. guessed what? palani, of all weeks, decided not to change partners today so i was stuck with wanting AGAIN! had to go through the hell all over again. OMG! haha. roxanne and joey were opposite us. haha. not like they were doing much better. joey kept complaining bout her. and roxanne kept scolding joey. hey, at least there was some entertainment just now.

Oh ya, and i decided to start afresh. i'm gonna forgive and forget all the shit that happened last year,last month, last week,yesterday,just now, EVERYTHING. i'm gonna forgive that trainee, i'm gonna forget all the shit that's going on with my life. i'm gonna forgive all the girls,usually i would say bitches, who go around bitching about me cause they're THAT bored with their own pathetic lives. i'm gonna forget everything. EVERYTHING. except the good things, of course.

oh ya, and for thouse who care, like cally,shamala,amanda,oreal,prasheena and all, its been 18DAYS! i repeat 18DAYS! whoa, never thought i get this far. i honestly expected myself to break down and give up half away. thanks to all your support, i'm doing fine.no, i'm doing great. thanks guys. what would i do without you?

okay, the muscle relax things are really kicking in. my fingers are having such a hard time typing. yup. mummy wants me to get to bed soon. cause she says the pills are strong. damn it, she's gotta be a nurse right?

anyway, goodnight. and yeah, check out this song. it's called circle circle dot dot. its AWESOME! i swear, the first time i heard it was on 987. love at first listen? yup. awesome track. check it out. damn nice. really.
Just The Girl @ 8:36:00 PM


HEY YA'LL!

so i came across this awesome website that allows you to earn money while surfing the net. and you can earn more by introducing friends to it! so that means, you click on my link, then your friend clicks on your link and it goes on and on, unless someone dies in the middle, then it'll just stop there. FLAT.
yup. so this is my link if you're interested in earning some quick extra cash by the side, PLUS you'll also be doing me a favour! its a win-win situation! yeah!

www.agloco.com/r/BBDH1252

click on that, then sign up IMMEDIATELY! yeah!

and major thanks to you kind souls who took the one minute to fill up that TINY application form. ya'll rock! :)

:)Nadia
Just The Girl @ 8:08:00 PM


okay, so now i'm in school. dang it, yesterday my freakin computer had like ONE plug unplugged and we all know how bad i am with machinery right? so i seriously FAILED bigtime trying to fix the bloody computer. Eventually i gave up, called marilyn then watched amazing race. yes amanda, i like that show. and i was damn tired yesterday, i was lying on my bed getting ready to watch desperate housewives and totally fell asleep! WTF right? damn it lah. so annoying.

School today was pretty alright. nah, totally kidding. it was dead boring. i so cant believe i'm still in school. And yes, i ponned ndp AGAIN! cause i have 'prayers'. THANKS ROXANNE for you-know-what! Cally doesnt want to let me go home. that IDIOT! haha. she's like so sitting beside me now and shouting at other people in the lab. SHUT UP CALLY! :) she's going to church and was like so pissed cause i didnt want to go with her. I wanna go home and watch NORBIT! haha. marilyn told me it was nice, so yeah.

dang it. F&N practical tomorrow. guess whats the theme? MEAT. dreading it. too bad, mum's sick and tired of me skipping school so i HAVE to go to school tomorrow. ewww.. last week we had to clean fish, then does that mean tomorrow we must clean meat. like the chicken's ass or something. now thats just way nasty. WAY NASTY! :)

oh ya, and just now in maths class i finally knew how to do something in maths! woohoo! finally i got someting that trainee teacher said.

Speaking of trainee teachers, i have this trainee english teacher. such a freakin bitch. see liz, i'm not mentioning names! she totally showed me her fucked up attitude towards me. first she got pissed cause i didnt do my formal letter*(that i cant blame her), then she shouted at me when i asked mersa if she had that formal letter question paper, then she asked me to go sit back at my place. AND then when she walked past me, she totally starred at me and blinked away. and rolled her fucked up eyes at me. like what the hell? you're a stupid trainee teacher so dont come around here and show me attitude. TRAINEE! that is T-R-A-I-N-E-E! so dont try to be all nice and all in front of the class and then give the students you dislike attitude. take that stupid attitude of yours to some other place, like perhaps hell cause thats where you belong! i cant be bothered with such asses like her. and come on, maybe the next time she shops for foundation, she should try getting something thats at least a little close to her skin tone. dont try to be fair if you're not! i mean come on! does she need a student's help? cause if she does, i'll be more than happy to help her. hold on, no i wont. i would not even look at her irritating face anymore. damn it, gotta go hand in my english letter after this. gotta see that bitch again. and tomorrow and the day after that. at least its just till 11may! i have that date engraved in my brain. the last day she will be with sjc. the last day she will be teaching me. the last day i'll probably see her. woohoo! i cant wait. and i plan to tell her on that day what type of bitch she's been and she's so gonna say "dont show me attitude" she told roxanne that the other day. get a life bitch!

okay, gotta go hand in my english letter. woo hoo*sarcastic. what ever lah. just give it to her and walk away.

:)Nadia
Just The Girl @ 3:08:00 PM


okay. so i came back to mum's after the weekend at dad's. so-so. i've been getting more and more boring it appears so. i think that my life is getting duller and duller by the second. whats up with that? i find it fun reading people's blogs now and get irritated when their most recent post is like a million years ago. i find it fun viewing other people's profiles on friendster. i'm losing interest in tv and radio. okay, just kidding bout the radio part. but i have been listening less of 987 and that can never be a good sign. i'm finally able to sleep till 11am. i use to sleep till only 9 so thats a good sign and i still enjoy talking on the phone to whoever. see, ALOT of things have changed. ALOT. i think i've grown up. YEAH RIGHT! but i feel i'm not as fun as how i was before. i've cut down on laughing. no more smoking for me. i havent drank in like a million years and i've actually done SOME homework. the day i do all my homework,PIGS WILL FLY. i havent gone roller bladding in forever. the last time i went swimming? cant even remember. last time i worked out at the gym? donkey years ago. i have the fats on my body to prove it. i've become something, no someone else. and i dont like that person. i dont like the new good girl me at all. NOT ONE BIT. and it scares me cause i feel like i'm losing myself to something else. i'm scared that i may become some dull old boring person that everyone makes fun off. i NEED a life again! OMG! i feel like i'm dead. i'm a dead person living in the real world. well, everyone says i'm living in a world of my own. OMG! i need someone to come and save me. its like i'm screaming out for help and there's no one answering my cries. whats happening to me. i think this is what other people call GROWING UP. its scary, but its a face everyone goes through in their life.

Okay, so now i'm starting to sound like a cheesy newspaper columist but hey, its the real deal. honest! so now, the best time. time to complain!

What is it with people signing in and out of msn? i mean they sign in then they sign out. then that freakin small windows live messenger thing keeps popping in and out, in and out. SO IRRITATING! its these type of small things that pisses me off.

AND for crying out loud, when someone calls you, PICK UP THE PHONE! it real annoying when i call someone and then they dont pick up! whats up with that? if you're busy, will it kill you to pick it up and say 'hey, i'm busy now. call you later?' NOW, was that so difficult? HONESTLY, show some respect to the person calling!! GOD!

And why do they have so many different sizes and brands for batteries.okay, the brands part, i can forgive, but who is that moron who created so many different sizes for batteries. you know i had to go to ntuc 3 times! yeah, thats THREE times to get the right size. did i mention THREE TIMES?!?!?!

and to that bitch who's obviously trying to ruin my life. read this out loud, GET A LIFE? i mean get your own life, that is. Stop trying to be my friend and listen to me bitch bout some girl i dont like, then go behind my back and tell her everything i say. and stop trying to create conflicts between me and some of my friends. because unlike you, we're mature enough to talk it through and realize you're the middle party. so seriously get a grip and get the hell out of my life or you can just come and kiss my ass. CLEAR BITCH? i think you know who you are.

WOW, i feel so much better now. yup. WAY better! well, gotta go. gonna try to call that person one more time. if she doesnt pick up, Oh there will be hell tomorrow in school. i'm telling you HELL!

:)Nadia

PS: oh ya, this phrase is from that SWEET movie a walk to remember. it really makes a whole lot of sense.
LOVE IS LIKE THE WIND. YOU CAN SEE IT,YOU CAN ONLY FEEL IT.
Just The Girl @ 9:29:00 PM



Just The Girl @ 7:43:00 PM


OMG. is it just me or does things always seem to get worst everyday? like every day that passes, i feel like there are more reasons for me to leave this world. NOT being emo okay? wtf is it with people and saying OMG, you're so emo. i mean shut up already,i'm NOT! for those assholes, seriously, get a life.

school sucked, as per normal. temperature taking exercise this morning. didnt bring, didnt get booked. smart. then SS was way boring and someone was pissing me off so bad today. in her own bloody words, "if you wanna bitch about me, bitch to my face". too obvious who i'm talking about now right? so irritating. and like things were way better when after school, she went some place with MY friends, whom she also bitched about! wtf is it with her and bitching? and she gets annoyed when others talk about her. CHILDISH.

Recess was fun. oreal said something damn funny and A LITTLE insulting to someone else. not gonna repeat it cause that person will get angry. but what oreal said about the muffin, was WAY funny. :)

AJ can seriously kiss my ass. he is such an idiot. he totally called my mum and talked to her. telling her telling her the exact opposite of fucking bullshit he told me. such an ass. and my mum told me to shut up in class and listen to him. four words, OVER MY DEAD BODY. he can go kill himself for all i freakin care.

Skipped ndp AGAIN. went straight home, had a shower and went to bed. WAY tired. kept falling asleep in school. just woke up bout a half hour ago. way tired.

check the web. haylie went out of american idol. SAY WHAT?!?! yup, the girl with the totally hot legs. serious, its so nice. i want legs like that, but so never gonna be able to get them.

and did i mention i support gay movement. i mean now i honestly believe that everyone deserves to be happy with someone of the opposite sex or of the same sex. we're still all humans right? be it lesbians,bungs,gays and all the other weird type of people roxanne was telling me about, EVERYONE DESERVES A SHOT AT HAPPINESS. everyone does.

And its been 12days now since my last stick. going around pretty well. see prasheena, i told you i'm gonna be able to make it a month. just you wait and see. just you wait.

anyhow. gonna go offline now. prison break gonna start in 10 minutes now. gotta go switch off all the lights and all and watch it in my room. damn shiok, lying on my bed, watching prison break. In the air con. still damn tired. hopefully i dont fall asleep half way. Natasha told me this episode is way interesting. actually EVERY episode is interesting, HELLO?? wentworth miller is the main character. haha

:)Nadia

PS: Ashley tisdale's voice is so whiney in her song, head strong. but the words are nice and the music is not that bad. i would give the song 3stars. out of 5that is. :)
Just The Girl @ 9:59:00 PM


OMIGOD!
I CANT STAND IT WHEN YOUR SO CALLED FRIENDS DITCH YOU! WHAT THE FUCK IS UP WITH THAT? CAN YOU STAND IT IF I DITCH YOU? NO! YOU WOULD GO AROUND WHINNING LIKE NO ONE'S FUCKING BUSINESS AND SERIOUSLY PISSED EVERYONE OFF. I CANT TAKE ANY OF YOUR BULL SHIT ANYMORE! YOU CAN JUST GO UP TO A HIGH BUILDING THEN JUST JUMP OFF AND I DONT KNOW, MAYBE DIE! GOD! AND STOP TELLING ME HOW TO TREAT MY FRIEND! FOR GOODNESS SAKE! SHE'S MY FRIEND AND I KNOW IT HURTS BUT SHE'S NOT YOUR FRIEND. SO DEAL WITH IT. I KNOW ITS SO OBVIOUS YOU LIKE HER BUT WHAT CAN I DO? SHE'S OBVIOUSLY NOT INTO YOU RIGHT? NOT NOW, NOT IN THE FUTURE! SO DEAL WITH IT! I CANT BELIEVE YOU TOLD ME TO WATCH THE WAY I TALK TO HER! FOR CRYING OUT LOUD, I'M NOT IN LOVE WITH HER OR ANYTHING SO I DONT HAVE TO CHANGE TO MAKE HER HAPPY. SHE'S FINE WITH THE WAY I AM, SO SADLY, THAT MAKES YOU THE ONE IN THE WRONG. AND YOU CAN KEEP ON TRYING TO BE LIKE ONE OF US BUT SADLY BITCH, YOU'LL ALWAYS REMAIN A CHEENA ASSHOLE. NOW AND FOREVER.
AND IF YOU THOUGHT THAT YOU AND HER ARE FRIENDS NOW,THINK AGAIN! SO NOW YOU CAN RUN ALONG TO YOUR CHEENA 'FRIENDS', WHO YOU ARE DEFINITELY GONNA DITCH SOON AND START BITCHING ABOUT ME BUT THE TRUTH IS BITCH, I CANT CARE LESS ABOUT WHAT YOU FUCKING CARE! READ THESE WORDS BITCH, I DONT CARE. GOT IT? GOOD.
OH YEAH, AND DONT COME RUNNING TO ME IF YOUR SO-CALLED FRIENDS DITCH YOU. HONEY, THERE'S A WORD IN THE WORLD TO DESCRIBE THAT AND ITS CALLED KARMA. WHAT GOES AROUND COMES AROUND. WAIT BITCH, YOUR TIME WILL COME SOON.

So I don't want to be the last,
I don't want to be the first,
Don't want to be alone with my thoughts tomorrow,
And I don't want to be afraid,
don't want to look away,
I'm learning to breathe,
No I don't want to be the last,
I don't want to be the first,
I just need a hope and a light to follow,
Like sailors look to stars to find their way home,
I'm learning to breathe on my own.

I SO DO NOT NEED SUCH A FRIEND LIKE YOU. HOPE YOU JUST ROT IN HELL, BITCH!

NADIA IS TOO PISSED TO SIGN OFF NICELY!
Just The Girl @ 10:55:00 PM


hey all!
today was so-so. cca was kinda fun. cause i didnt play at all. mersa,manda,zila,cally and i all just slacked around and walked around and just had fun with ourselves. NOT IN THAT WAY(for you gross minded people!). Today's the last day for the sec 4s and 5s. damn it lah. so lucky. they wont see that stupid yogi's face anymore. whoa, so hard to imagine cca without half the squard. actually, not that hard cause the seniors,most of them anyway, hardly come. so not a big difference. some of us were talking and were thinking of having a badminton chalet! yogi didnt seem so keen on that idea! COME ON EVERYONE! lets sign a petition saying we want a chalet. It's also a great way for the sec 2s and 3s to 'bond' as a squard.haha. thats definitely a plus side! yup. so lets have a chalet.

Sorry miss.. damn it. i don't know her name. my maths teacher. miss something. miss yeo or teo or something like that. sorry, i forgot to give you my maths homework that has been due for a million years now. SORRY MISS *eo!(not sure the first letter)

F&N today was probably the nastiest thing i've ever done in my life. i had to clean a fish. thank god my partner was wanting. well, actually it was a blessing as well as a curse. She cleaned the fish and did practically all the washing but she was WAY blur. seriously! god, i wanted to shoot myself. There was fish blood EVERYWHERE. too gross. thanks alot cally ng jiaying for rubbing fish blood on my wrist(she claims it was on accident). just you wait cally. you wait, i'll get back at you. someday, somehow.

Physics again was in the com lab so it was actually just an hour of slacking. everyone was on msn and chatting with everyone. such a cool class. :)

i went to school bout 30mins late today. at 8.30, i could still go to rm and meet mersa. haha, we ate breakfast then came to school. not as bad as last wednesday okay? school started at 7.30 and i woke up at 7.15! 15mins to get ready? lets get real, no way in hell could i make it on time. unless i ran. but i take bout 20mins to shower so no way in hell. so anyway, i got all ready at 8.30 and mersa called me and turns out she was late too! haha. we both met at rm at 8.45. ate breakfast and only reached school at 9.30.whoa, thats like 2whole hours being late. so cool. missed assembly and eveything. damn fun!

yup. anyway, i'm going to watch american idol on star world and then heroes. gonna come online at 11! yay! got all the fun people online at that time! yes, if you're reading this and you come online usually at night, i think you're fun!

yeah, so see you sexy people online later!
if you're not online, you're still sexy in my books!

:)Nadia
Just The Girl @ 7:36:00 PM

Mary Clare my darling! the weridest funnest coolest person i know. serious, she's such a fun person to hang around!

Oreal my dear! the sexyest babe in the WORLD! :) Oreal is a bundle of joy and she makes everyone around her happy. I LOVE OREAL!

Cally.sweet sweet cally. such a fun and nice person! in your own words, 'hell yeah!'

I LOVE LMNOPC! THOUGH WE'RE NOT AS CLOSE AS WE WERE BEFORE, ALL OF YOU GUYS STILL LIE IN A SPECIAL PLACE IN MY HEART. LOVE LOADS!

:)NADIA

Just The Girl @ 9:47:00 PM


so school was not that boring today. SHOCKING! yup. assembly was this morning instead of the last 2 periods. they did something bout international friendship day and the emcees were rah and fel paul. OMG! they were so funny! AWESOME! haha. then the teachers were in some fashion parade. for some teachers it was okay. but for others, gonna give me nightmares tonight. WHOA, I"M SERIOUS. scary.

Physics was in the lab again so as usual the class didnt do research but instead everyone went on msn and friendster and their blogs and all. yup, thats my class! :)
Palani seemed surprisingly in a good mood today. serious! she didnt nag or scold us or anything. whats up with her? seriously?
English was fun cause fel and i went to sit with cally,shamala and yen ton cause mel and jaya didnt come to school. Both damn lazy sia.
CME was damn interesting. i swear. seng showed us this video of his wife giving birth. at first, everyone was traumatised but then we saw how the kid looked after being born, all clean and all of course and we all went, awww...
didnt go for ndp today cause i didnt feel like it. liz is so gonna nag at me tomorrow. then cally and i went to my place first then we went to her church. she made me climb over the church gate. then we went around looking for nashon(correct spelling?) then we ended up finding jared in some strange deserted carpark studying. so we hunged out there till 3 other guys came. their names were.. nashon,jeramiah and..fuck! i forgot the last guys name! :( STM. seriously. and then we all studied! i did a little of my formal letter, i didnt complete it cause i didnt have the study mood. then we left church at about 6.15 and cally, jared and i took a bus to some bus stop and then we waited for another bus. cally's came first then jared and i were waiting for my bus, then he left to pick his brother up(so sweet,haha) then my bus came and i reached home at 7. had my shower and watched mtv asked hilary duff. her new video, gross! i mean, no offence hilary but seriously, ACT YOUR AGE. thank god she's never gonna read this. she's been portrayed as a disney princess and then suddenly a little black dress? no connections! OMG. i hate it when people try being something their not. everyone can tell if you are a fake so why bother pretending? everyone should just be happy with their freaking lives! i mean, if i can deal with my screwed up life, SO CAN YOU!
yay. school starts at 8.30 tomorrow! thank god! get to sleep till like 7. woohoo! school so should start at 8.30 EVERYDAY. and xiaxue's blog, its so entertaining. serious!
ROXANNE: all the best with the thing going on between you and your mum! :)
CALLY: you dont need jerks in your life. if he did this with her, who knows what he does with other girls? FORGET ABOUT HIM!
yup. so i'm so pissed right mow. there's this stupid lion dance thing or something involving that damn loud drums happening on the field opposite my place. i swear, if it doesnt stop by 11, things might start flying out my window. i may get violent!

:)Nadia
Just The Girl @ 9:14:00 PM






check out mary clare that hottie on youtube!

just search for 'nadiaissoweird' and check out all three videos of her!

so funny. she's trying to sing and act out the words at the same time.

you gotta watch it to understand me. spread the word.

dont hate me mary clare! :)

nadia


Just The Girl @ 9:15:00 AM


so i just came across this super cool website that allows you to translate different english words to other languages like french,italian and german.
english: I LOVE YOU
french: TE QUIERO
german: JE VOUS AIME
italian: L'AMO
dutch: IK HOU VAN YOU
portuguese: AMO-O
norwegian: JEGELSKER DE

my apologies if you try to impress your other half and say that phrase and it actually means something else. oh well, no one's perfect right? :)

psst: BITCH in italian sounds so nice, FEMMINA. sounds like a little cat's name. meow! :)

:)Nadia
Just The Girl @ 5:57:00 PM

so mary clare was looking at aj. wonder why? i look fat and jaya claims she looks like a crocodile. weird child.

yeah. so i'm done.

oh ya, and you never know when someone might leave this world so cherish all your friends and loved ones. :)

Chin chow, Nadia

Just The Girl @ 5:25:00 PM


okay.. so i actually typed a whole post and then bad luck came by and my whole computer hanged. damn it lah. so i actually have to type the whole post all over again. damn unlucky.





so now i'm talking to cally and jared. and cally's telling me how jared studies. damn weird way. seriously. he's studying something bout some prostitutes in some country. He claims its for research. YEAH RIGHT!





so the whole weekend was so boring. i lost my sim card. damn it! so unlucky lah. what the hell right? so i gotta wait till my dad's free so he can accompany me to get a new one. cause its under his name, so yeah.





i didnt go anywhere this weekend. damn weird.





but last saturday, i watched this damn nice show. it was... a walk to remember. damn nice. damn sweet actually. it was so sweet when he stood up for the girl he likes in front of EVERYONE. in front of his friends and all. such a sweetheart! OMG! makes me wonder. does this type of true love really exists in real life? i mean, probably it does not. cause this is the real world right?





And there's this girl in class giving everyone problems. i have NO idea what to do with her? she's drivng cally nuts. and now cally's driving me nuts cause she's having so much problems spelling my name. so funny. and she just jagged herself. haha.

haha. cally, you look chachat in this picture!! haha. see, i dare to put it up. stop saying you're gonna kill me cause that aint happening anytime soon. :)

And tomorrow i've got school. Its a sad life we all lead(thanks,cally). school's at 7.30am! TOO early. i mean, why cant school start later anyway? no one's gonna die anyway right? gee.. school.

and i cant wait to get braces. still wondering which dental clinic to go to. probably the one cally's been talking about. some private clinic near plaza sing. yep.

LIFE SUCKS. HATE SCHOOL. well, gonna go help cally update her blog. :)

Chin chow, Nadia

Do you ever feel like breaking down?

Do you ever feel out of place?

Like somehow you just don't belong

And no one understands you

Do you ever wanna run away?

Do you lock yourself in your room?

With the radio on turned up so loud

That no one hears you screaming?

Just The Girl @ 10:18:00 PM


HELLO!! finally a new blog, so i'm gonna blog everyday from now on. well practically everyday. actually only if i feel like it. yup.
first of all..














HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIZ! :)
5years of friendship. i swear, thats long.






























And thanks mersa for the help with my blogskin!! :)

yeah.. we had ndp practice yesterday.didnt go again. i went on tuesday but before that the last one i went for was way before the march holidays. seriously, ndp trainings are so boring and tiring. damn that stupid tall monkey-look a like teacher. she doesnt allow anyone to withdraw anymore. if i want to withdraw, i need to find a replacement. which person in the right mind would willingly step foot into hell?

so instead of going for ndp, iwent home, cally came with me. then we used my computer and all and then we watched little man. i swear that show is damm funny. the best damn thing i've watched in such a long time. it was so so so funny and we laughed so hard. then we, actually she pracked call her friend from my house phone. it was so funny, she kept saying things like you look so hot in your cast.(cause he broke his arm) and he actually fell for it. haha! :) he eventually found out cause his sister told him! damn his sister. dont know any of their names:)

american idol yesterday was such a sad episode. gina was out. OMG! one of MY top 4 favourites along side Jordan sparks, Chris richardson and blake lewis. it was between haylie and her. so sad. i still have no idea how sanjaya can remain in the competition. he has been label as the worst EVER top 12 american idol finalists. guess america has sanjaya and singapore had joakim gomez. :)

Woke up today only at 2. so surprising. i usually wake up at 10plus. then again i only slept at 3 in the freakin morning. so that answers alot. i so need to catch up on sleep. seriously. on weekdays, i sleep at 2 and wake up at 6. guess the weekends are all i have so better cherish every minute of sleep i get.:)

For those who know whats going on with me, tomorrow will be exactly one week being clean from *ahem ahem. so proud of myself.YAY! i mean the past week has been difficult and all, having the cravings badly sometimes but i do things to take my mind of it. yup.

Did i mention its good friday today? Jesus died like a real long time on this very day. like many many years ago. Hey, i'm not a catholic or anything so don't judge me okay?

And the number one song in singapore this week is what goes around comes around by justin timberlake. the song's nice and all but the video is so annoying. Scarlette Johansson's in it. i seriously dislike her and her bright red lipstick. okay so i dont have anything against the lipstick but its just her. i DO NOT like her. full stop.

And we had our dental checkups yesterday! i received a braces letter! One step forward to getting braces! and we were all playing in that dental trailer! it was so fun.

i was pretending to be the dentist and cally was freaked out. haha. thanks jaya for taking that photo! :)

yeah. and cally's having problems with her blogskin so she has to use those ones that are already on blogspot.haha. need my help cally ng? haha...

YEAH, so i'm done. yup. gonna go to my dad's place for the weekend so probably the next post would be on sunday or monday night. only use the computer at night.

goodnight and sweet dreams.

LOVE!

PS: mum's killing me. god. somebody save me.

Go on, Get out of my head
I’m on the wrong side of a parallel universe
Am I alive or just dead
I've been stumbling in the dark
Living in a crash world



Just The Girl @ 11:27:00 PM