Sunday, April 15, 2007
okay. so i came back to mum's after the weekend at dad's. so-so. i've been getting more and more boring it appears so. i think that my life is getting duller and duller by the second. whats up with that? i find it fun reading people's blogs now and get irritated when their most recent post is like a million years ago. i find it fun viewing other people's profiles on friendster. i'm losing interest in tv and radio. okay, just kidding bout the radio part. but i have been listening less of 987 and that can never be a good sign. i'm finally able to sleep till 11am. i use to sleep till only 9 so thats a good sign and i still enjoy talking on the phone to whoever. see, ALOT of things have changed. ALOT. i think i've grown up. YEAH RIGHT! but i feel i'm not as fun as how i was before. i've cut down on laughing. no more smoking for me. i havent drank in like a million years and i've actually done SOME homework. the day i do all my homework,PIGS WILL FLY. i havent gone roller bladding in forever. the last time i went swimming? cant even remember. last time i worked out at the gym? donkey years ago. i have the fats on my body to prove it. i've become something, no someone else. and i dont like that person. i dont like the new good girl me at all. NOT ONE BIT. and it scares me cause i feel like i'm losing myself to something else. i'm scared that i may become some dull old boring person that everyone makes fun off. i NEED a life again! OMG! i feel like i'm dead. i'm a dead person living in the real world. well, everyone says i'm living in a world of my own. OMG! i need someone to come and save me. its like i'm screaming out for help and there's no one answering my cries. whats happening to me. i think this is what other people call GROWING UP. its scary, but its a face everyone goes through in their life.
Okay, so now i'm starting to sound like a cheesy newspaper columist but hey, its the real deal. honest! so now, the best time. time to complain!
What is it with people signing in and out of msn? i mean they sign in then they sign out. then that freakin small windows live messenger thing keeps popping in and out, in and out. SO IRRITATING! its these type of small things that pisses me off.
AND for crying out loud, when someone calls you, PICK UP THE PHONE! it real annoying when i call someone and then they dont pick up! whats up with that? if you're busy, will it kill you to pick it up and say 'hey, i'm busy now. call you later?' NOW, was that so difficult? HONESTLY, show some respect to the person calling!! GOD!
And why do they have so many different sizes and brands for batteries.okay, the brands part, i can forgive, but who is that moron who created so many different sizes for batteries. you know i had to go to ntuc 3 times! yeah, thats THREE times to get the right size. did i mention THREE TIMES?!?!?!
and to that bitch who's obviously trying to ruin my life. read this out loud, GET A LIFE? i mean get your own life, that is. Stop trying to be my friend and listen to me bitch bout some girl i dont like, then go behind my back and tell her everything i say. and stop trying to create conflicts between me and some of my friends. because unlike you, we're mature enough to talk it through and realize you're the middle party. so seriously get a grip and get the hell out of my life or you can just come and kiss my ass. CLEAR BITCH? i think you know who you are.
WOW, i feel so much better now. yup. WAY better! well, gotta go. gonna try to call that person one more time. if she doesnt pick up, Oh there will be hell tomorrow in school. i'm telling you HELL!
:)Nadia
PS: oh ya, this phrase is from that SWEET movie a walk to remember. it really makes a whole lot of sense.
LOVE IS LIKE THE WIND. YOU CAN SEE IT,YOU CAN ONLY FEEL IT.
Just The Girl @
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