# NADIA
# CHIJ SJC
# PISCES
# ihave-issues@hotmail.com
# 25FEB1992


# CHOCOLATE
# TV
# COMPUTER
# PURPLE
# SLEEPING
# SHOPPING!


# BITCHES(AS IN THE REALLY ANNOYING ONES)
# ETERNAL ORGANS OF ANIMALS*SICK
# BUGS!!!
# SCHOOL
# MATHS*ALGEBRA!!!


#MORE CLOTHES
#A BIGGER BED AND TV
#A DARN LAPTOP
#FILA TOTE
#A DOG
#MORE EAR PIERCINGS
#PARIS HILTON'S "HEIRESS"
#THAT COOL BLACK&WHITE DRESS AT PS
#A NEW DENIM SKIRT AND SHORTS
#GROW TALLER!
#TATOOS
#THE DESPERATE HOUSEWIVES COOKBOOK
#GREY'S ANATOMY ENTIRE SERIES(3SEASONS)
#PCD GEAR

hey everybody!
okay 9days till holidays! hey that rhymes a little yeah?

i actually have some pictures to upload to the com and here but i'm just too tired to do that! omg, for some strange reason, i'm just so pissed and stressed and irritable. god!

i wish someone would just come and grab me away from my life and just bring me somewhere far and everyone just forgets that i ever existed. like i could just be erased from this world just like that. oh my god oh my god.

and i kinda miss my dad. i havent seen him in like two to three days. i miss annoying him and making him pissed at me. gee.. thanks alot mum for doing this to me. really. dont they even consider how i feel or my brother for that matter? i mean i know alot of people say that its common and all and i've tried my hardest to be okay with it but i'm not. i cant talk to my mother about this cause she's just gonna think i'm selfish and all. val told me this once, that we should not make the same mistakes our parents made and we'll be great parents so the next generation wont have to go through what we did. and it does make sense right? okay, so i'm not THAT keen on having kids in the future. TORTURE! but what my parents did is done already. i cant go back in time and stop what happened. no one really knows what happened, duh besides me and the folks and maybe my brother so dont try to understand me. dont say, i know how you feel and stuff like that. and just so everyone knows, i dont really like talking bout it, so DONT ask me ANYTHING about this alright? cause i may blow if you'll do that. i know i havent really come to terms with what happened so let me live in denial for a while till i break down or something. if i need any of your advice or just need a listening ear, dont worry. i know to go to the right people.

school. boring. ndp sucks. didnt dance. on mc. damn hot.
f&n. torture. practical exam exactly one week from now.
die.

really, someone, just come and shoot me, then allow me to just bleed to death lah and end all this misery.

and i know never to trust you again. you've betrayed me time and time again. you complaine to me bout other people i keep my mouth shut. why cant you do the same? is it really THAT difficult? i trusted you and you betrayed that trust. dont worry, i now know not to trust you ever again.
Just The Girl @ 8:37:00 PM